My reflection

I was alone in our house this Good Friday and have thought that maybe it's an ideal time to meditate and reflect on my self, my life, my family,friends, love ones, my plans for my future and anything that has a connection in me... Recently these past few weeks, i have this feeling of loneliness when it comes to my business.I was figuring out of reasons why i felt that way and some answers were popped up to my mind. I didn't focused on my vision and money became the issue. I felt guilty about it but somehow, I have realized that it's a part of a new learning lesson again in my life. Now I was thinking of an alternative to overcome the situation. I said to myself, if what am i feeling and thinking is true, i will face the consequences and try to fix the situation as hard as i can. But if not, I guess i must move on again and start from the scratch...

In my family, we have these trials that i knew that others also experienced especially when it comes to finances. I can say that we are fortunate than others because my mom and my sister has a work and i have a business. Somehow we managed to sustain our expenses of our daily lives. But i felt pressured when monthly bills are coming, Though my mom was the one who shoulders most of them while me and my sister managed to share a little part of the expenses. I felt sad because I knew it was my obligation to managed those expenses as I am the eldest son in the family. And since that my dad couldn't work anymore because of his health I felt pressured. I knew that my condition was not an excuse but there's always a cautious thought that i couldnt make it because of what i have through....

A while ago, i kept myself on silence and pray.. There are many impure thoughts that bothers my mind and I thanked dear God for letting these thoughts away on my head. I started to realize that inspite of these situations and conditions that have gone in me along the way, I was still here and alive.. Starting from day 1 when I was born up to now was a very special blessing for me and my family. All that have happened to me was a blessing..

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Unknown said…
Very Inspiring and sincere. Everything happens for a reason. Kahit na ano pang maexperience natin na problem God has already prepared the answer ahead of us. Keep it up bro.
February 2, 2014 at 7:50 AM
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