HoRrIbLe!!!
The experience in the hospital always embarrass me lalo na kapag napapagkwentuhan yung pagkakasakit ko. My dad used to tell his friends, relatives and colleagues about my condition whenever they talked of something. Our struggles inside and outside the hospital makes me wonder how we overcame with it especially me. He told me that in my room, I’ve done many ridiculous acts and they were very affected. They got irritated too.
One of those was after my emergency operation, I was put to the i.c.u. Nagbabantay sya sa kin at nang magising ako bigla na lang akong nagrecite ng multiplication table. Whoa!!! Sabi ko talaga po?!!! He said I actually recited almost the multiplication table of 50s. Ang bilis daw tuloy tuloy. I couldn’t make it again if you dare me to do it I exclaimed to him. Eto pa ang isa, I have an auntie who used to make fun of me when I was a child. He said when she talked to me, I answered her in English. Hindi na makasagot ang tita ko dahil tuluy-tuloy ang pagsasalita ko ng English. Mahina daw sya dun kaya tumahimik na lang sya.. Hahahahhaha, I can’t help but laugh. I was restless in my room. Di ako makatulog sa gabi at di nila alam kung bakit. I have a TV in my room and kahit closing na ng mga palabas ay di pa rin ako makatulog. That’s why the doctors gave me depressants for me to calm down and sleep. Kaya madalas para akong aswang, sa umaga ako tulog, sa gabi ako gising. When someone visited me di ko nalalaman dahil tulog nga ako. Another was I saw many things unbelievable. Every night due to restlessness, I woke my parents because I saw a big dog staring at me and sometimes a lady in white standing in front of the door. They were scared about my actions. I was consulted to a psychiatrist and the doctor said it’s a normal reaction when I took a depressants. Kaya pag nangyayari yun, palaging puyat mga magulang ko. Next, I even said bad words against them. Minumura ko sila tuwing gabi pag pinapatulog nila ako. I couldn’t imagine my self doing it to my own family. Nagsorry ako agad sa kanila. I bowed my head down and became quiet. My father told me its okay; they knew I didn’t mean those things because I was sensitive and disturbed that time. I also became very emotional in the hospital. I always cry especially when someone visited me. Tuwing may pupunta sa kin para dumalaw at kumustahin ako, lagi na lang akong umiiyak. Di nila alam kung bakit pero parang bata daw ako. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! I really did that!?! There this one song that makes me cry whenever I heard and watched it on TV; the song “Pangako” by Regine Velasquez. I didn’t know what was in the song that makes me cry. Minsan kinakanta ko pa ito habang umiiyak na parang bata nang malakas! Heto ang malupit, parental guidance is advised. Hahahaha!! There were times I wanted to get naked. I didn’t care if anybody saw my whole body even my _____ you know. I actually scattered my diapers.Sabi ko daw;” Ang init tsaka laging nangangati” I didn’t even bother whether the nurses and visitors saw me. O my gosh!!! I remembered when I was discharged in the hospital we have to get back for check up, I saw the female nurse who always attend in my room. She whispers; “Wala ka ng matatago kabisadong kabisado ko na yan while looking at my pants”. I blushed instantly and she smiled at me. The most embarrassing moment was I always wanted to be kissed. Visitors especially girls couldn’t escape from my favor. Different ages from young to old. Shoooshh!! Sabi ng tito ko na nagbabantay sa akin dun; “Alam mo ba mark walang babaeng nakakaligtas sa’yo sa hospital”. Even the old land lady of our house, I asked her to kiss me. Whaattttt?!!! Bakit ko ginawa yun? Kahit ayaw nila hindi pwedeng di sila hahalik o ikaw ang hahalik. Nakakahiya talaga…. Parang wala na kong mukhang ihaharap sa kanila. But on the other side, I was fortunate. I got the chance to kiss my visitors especially girls whom I liked before. Naughty aside I didn’t know it all. Huh??
That was the 10 horrible things that happened to me while I was confined. I didn’t know if there’s more but I hope that’s all.
One of those was after my emergency operation, I was put to the i.c.u. Nagbabantay sya sa kin at nang magising ako bigla na lang akong nagrecite ng multiplication table. Whoa!!! Sabi ko talaga po?!!! He said I actually recited almost the multiplication table of 50s. Ang bilis daw tuloy tuloy. I couldn’t make it again if you dare me to do it I exclaimed to him. Eto pa ang isa, I have an auntie who used to make fun of me when I was a child. He said when she talked to me, I answered her in English. Hindi na makasagot ang tita ko dahil tuluy-tuloy ang pagsasalita ko ng English. Mahina daw sya dun kaya tumahimik na lang sya.. Hahahahhaha, I can’t help but laugh. I was restless in my room. Di ako makatulog sa gabi at di nila alam kung bakit. I have a TV in my room and kahit closing na ng mga palabas ay di pa rin ako makatulog. That’s why the doctors gave me depressants for me to calm down and sleep. Kaya madalas para akong aswang, sa umaga ako tulog, sa gabi ako gising. When someone visited me di ko nalalaman dahil tulog nga ako. Another was I saw many things unbelievable. Every night due to restlessness, I woke my parents because I saw a big dog staring at me and sometimes a lady in white standing in front of the door. They were scared about my actions. I was consulted to a psychiatrist and the doctor said it’s a normal reaction when I took a depressants. Kaya pag nangyayari yun, palaging puyat mga magulang ko. Next, I even said bad words against them. Minumura ko sila tuwing gabi pag pinapatulog nila ako. I couldn’t imagine my self doing it to my own family. Nagsorry ako agad sa kanila. I bowed my head down and became quiet. My father told me its okay; they knew I didn’t mean those things because I was sensitive and disturbed that time. I also became very emotional in the hospital. I always cry especially when someone visited me. Tuwing may pupunta sa kin para dumalaw at kumustahin ako, lagi na lang akong umiiyak. Di nila alam kung bakit pero parang bata daw ako. Waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa!!! I really did that!?! There this one song that makes me cry whenever I heard and watched it on TV; the song “Pangako” by Regine Velasquez. I didn’t know what was in the song that makes me cry. Minsan kinakanta ko pa ito habang umiiyak na parang bata nang malakas! Heto ang malupit, parental guidance is advised. Hahahaha!! There were times I wanted to get naked. I didn’t care if anybody saw my whole body even my _____ you know. I actually scattered my diapers.Sabi ko daw;” Ang init tsaka laging nangangati” I didn’t even bother whether the nurses and visitors saw me. O my gosh!!! I remembered when I was discharged in the hospital we have to get back for check up, I saw the female nurse who always attend in my room. She whispers; “Wala ka ng matatago kabisadong kabisado ko na yan while looking at my pants”. I blushed instantly and she smiled at me. The most embarrassing moment was I always wanted to be kissed. Visitors especially girls couldn’t escape from my favor. Different ages from young to old. Shoooshh!! Sabi ng tito ko na nagbabantay sa akin dun; “Alam mo ba mark walang babaeng nakakaligtas sa’yo sa hospital”. Even the old land lady of our house, I asked her to kiss me. Whaattttt?!!! Bakit ko ginawa yun? Kahit ayaw nila hindi pwedeng di sila hahalik o ikaw ang hahalik. Nakakahiya talaga…. Parang wala na kong mukhang ihaharap sa kanila. But on the other side, I was fortunate. I got the chance to kiss my visitors especially girls whom I liked before. Naughty aside I didn’t know it all. Huh??
That was the 10 horrible things that happened to me while I was confined. I didn’t know if there’s more but I hope that’s all.
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